I found it!! FOUND THE REASON!! Woohoo!
I finally get it.. The nonchalance feeling is actually just some withdrawal syndrome that I'm facing which is only a phase of my life currently.. No biggie..
Yay!!
I want my HYPE back.. Feels more involve with what's going on..
I hereby declare WAR with myself.. Got to fight back the withdrawal thingy that will continue to haunt me if I let it be.. MUAHAHAHA!!